2012, february 22

Yesterday I crossed a girl’s path. A beautiful girl like you see only once every ten years. I just crossed her path, at a bend of the sidewalk. I could see her maybe only one second. She was arranging her hair when my eyes met hers for that one second. Just a glance.
A glance.
That one girl’s path I crossed… this girl, I will never spend a lot of time silently sitting with her for hours without almost never talking. I will never keep on crossing her path again and again, collapsing in front of her smile each time we say ‘hello’, wanting to see her more, to talk to her a little, but just running away each time in the other direction because of something like fear and difficulties to interact with other people. I will never be surprised when she change something in her fashion one day. I will never spend nights my head in my hands, wondering how I could sort out the confusion. I will never see her slowly fading away. She won’t haunt my dreams for the years to come, and the thoughts of everyday. I won’t never hope during years to be able to cross her path maybe one more time, to have a chance to fix something that I felt went wrong.